NekkedPeekaboo.

2007-04-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

you won't see me blogging or myspacing anymore
reason is that my lappy is dead.
1 minute of silence please.

also; my digi-cam is spoilt
ever since i snapped pics at sports day
what a bad luck
now im doomed for life
im depress
i should seek doctors who will support the idea of euthanasia for $200
therefore; this is my last entry.
thanks for being with me to this very last day.
im so sorry.
dont you worry. ill be back before you could even marry
FERDI ! keke-

Yerin, 17

2007-04-01T20:19:00.000-07:00

Boo!.

yay! i finally done it. waiting fer this friday to put braces on!.
hehehe.. aniway lyra u got braces too? hi fi!!. hahaha.
aniway this saturday going to have bbq pit with my secondary school mates.
hehe. they all so semagat seh! hahaha. well okay i have to go so hungry right now.
hehehe.

mrblueguy

2007-03-31T10:15:00.000-07:00

NEWS FLASH:
laptop is being such a bitch- i seriously have no idea what is his problem. maybe MAYBE i didnt take good care of it but fuck it. i did ok, mr lappy despite the minor accident on your right screen at least i treated u well by playing with you like practically everyday of my life. what u got to say bout that now. WHAT WHAT ! i cannot log into myspace. to update my currently dead blog. oh golly. i dont get it. whenever i go to myspace.com. the page could not be displayed. i dont get it. can someone pls translate this alien language to me in BASIC MALAY. idk why malay tho i nearly fail my malay paper but still i dont care. erg !! &my hp cant be used. NOTE-TO-SELF people : HP CANNOT BE USED. dont ask me why. CALL THE HOUSE. number- ask me for it thank you very much. i find myself more to be a grumpy old woman which im not obviously. its really is very frustrating cos ive tried several times and end up with the same damn page. theres a point of time where i felt like just lifting the lappy up and threw it right out of the window. but i couldn't. know why ? cos my mum,dad &sis will be like %&(!4567*(()$#56**. whatever that means. ergg ! i can't stand it anymore. ever since i revived my myspace back, shit happens. take this as an example, i cant even log in. WOW. ironic isn't it ? bummer- well, we just have to wait &see.

monday-thursday
everything went on as per normal. like any other students in school getting bored just by listening to the teachers yapping and blooping. i swear school is boring but still i have to go through all this for my own good yea ? O levels. my parents are really hoping for me to enrol into poly. owells; if i were to keep up with this attitude of mine, i can jolly well kiss my enrolment to polyTECHNIC goodbye. hehe mem said polyCLINIC during chem lesson. ok this goes out only to my classmates cos they prolly knew what happened. (: oh yah. i fell flat on my bum during skating. OMG. 2 times. like woa woa woa woa woa woa woa woa woa. i was like WOAHH. i tried doing the turn AND piuuung i slide and i fell like nangka busuk. &i was looking around if anyone saw that and yes someone did. this mly teacher; the so called -skate-teacher- but not the coach. ok whats the difference. ??? -.-" i asked him:
me: sal the main ? scared or what?
him : tak ah. malas. takot nanti jatuh mcm org tu beh duduk lama tak diri-diri tu plak.
me : eh thanks ah eh. thats it. i'm out
&i skate away from him. shit he saw me ): lyra and firii fell too. &i swear it was hilarious. only syaz the ultimate soul survivor of duman school of skate (: yay !
friday
there's this speech day on. we went to lyra's house right after the school ends. it was tiring yet annoying cos firi and syaz were like dancing on the bed while lyra &i are trying hard to sleep. erg! then head back to school. syazana bte rafid embarassed me by hitting my boob-ba hard at the basketball court infront of mr. bernard &ANBAN ! thanks alot. then then speech day begins, its like watching dunman secondary school mini national day parade. mr. MASAGOS was there &he got out of this huge care or SUV or idk. it was so cool cos we got to watch him 'LIVE' on the screen at the hall with the best seats you could ever ask for. sitting right at the back of the sec 4's NT girls. i was so delighted. -.-" then we see our dear friend; firihanah bte asnan received the award for the highest in class for Food &Nutrition subject. im so proud of her. hehe like WOAH. then...........oh yes. we got free food like twiggies ? how awesome ? yay for twiggies company. &we headed home.
saturday
you cannot believe what i did. i sat home all day watching tv and sleep and watching tv and sleep and finding out ways to repair my computer but failed and sleep. what an astonishment. ok i give up with this lappy. who wana buy it? bid starts at $100-/

2007-03-28T07:46:00.000-07:00

hey guys.
i'm getting my braces soon. hehe. seram seh. must cabot another 2 teeth. ish ish scary u know.
although its not pain but very scary. hehe. aniway sorry if i did't write in cos was busy and not
in a good mood to write. hehe. aniway my dad is buying a new car soon. hehe soon when i got my
license that car will be mine. hehehe well till here then.

mrblueguy

2007-03-21T07:32:00.000-07:00

helo helo.

ape fai the alien? do i look like an alien? hahaha. aniway i'm getting braces soon. hahaha!. hmmmm... one thing do i look ok with braces? or nt? hmmm... scared scared scared. i need to cabot 4 of my teeth in order to put braces. haiya.. scary seh. this saturday 2 teeth then next saturday another 2 teeth.
haiyooo.. scared scared scared

mrblueguy

2007-03-17T01:35:00.000-07:00

*aww thanks for the sympathy, fai(ALIEN) -now tell me. why does that sounds so wrong ?

oh moving on. 1 week holiday la sey. &now there;s only 1 more day to enjoy &that is it people. no more holidays but more homeworks to look forward to when school reopens. fun or what ? i so can't wait my god. -_____-" oo oo ! the trios went to gym like yay. ??? it was exhausting la eh. especially for smokers. erk. ok then then. i went shopping with manan(Emma). omg note-to-self : never go shopping with manan. she'll spend every penny of yours. i mean as a sister. SERIOUS SAK. 'ikin, buy this. nice ! go try. ok buy. ehh nice. try2. ok buy'. like help ? it was fun thought. after many months, i finally got to go out with her <3

3 shirts, 1 short & necklace - forever 21
1 shirt - topshop
1 shirt - unlabelled shop

yes finally a day out to town & shopping with my hard earned money. satisfying. but the fcuk part is that now there's only 50 bucks in my bank. help ? ): no money to buy headphone. owells. bummer. ok sudahla. aku tak tau ape lagi aku nk ckp. oh yest got english night class. i saw that someone and what a small world he;s attached to lyra's friend. awesome or what ?
HAHAHAH ! (:

&my relationship between my dad has changed. he seems nicer &still i got to do the housechores. ergh. yay. ^__^ <- wadda.

P.S 5 MORE DAYS TO BIRTHDAY TO ME !

2007-03-13T02:21:00.000-07:00

helo there,

hey erin i read ur blog and i feel very sad for u and i feel very touch to see what u right there. hmmm well releks k. i really know how u feel. aniway i try to make u forget for a moment when we go out together someday. sure why not (ben & jerry's) :) aniway i got my warning letter today. hais this is what u get when u always cabot school. hehe. tonight must give my parent to sign and must listen to what they have to say. hahaha. well i had long john silver for lunch. sedap sedap. hahaha. after dat go home sleep. hahaha. ape tk gemok. well ok la nk mandi

byebye.

2007-03-11T00:31:00.000-08:00

"Can we work it out;
Can we be a family;
I promise I'll be better
Mommy I'll do anything;
Can we work it out;
Can we be a family;
I promise I'll be better
Daddy please don't leave"

this is exactly what my family is going through right now. you might take me as the happy-go-lucky girl who is filled with all the love she can ever get from her family, but NO. dont be deceived. i am tired of faking it. im tired of pretending that my family is happy. im tired of acting the 'IRA' in school, public places and worst; aunts &uncles. can i quit? why must i listen to you when you do not even listen to me? you don't even give me the chance to speak, &your scolding me because i don't listen to you? sometimes i feel sorry for myself, for carrying such a heavy weight on my shoulder. taking care of the house, doing housechores everyday &getting myself focus on my studies. im so tired. sometimes i feel like giving up, but can i? NO.

i cried silently every night on my bed, thinking of mama who is all alone; suffering silently inside. worst still is that she has noone to depend on but us, me &my sister. &where were you when she needed you the most? you weren't there. YOU WERE NEVER THERE. &your blaming us for making your life miserable? did you ever take us to dinner, movies or even shopping? only the four of us? did you?

you made me shed tears, worst; mama. i do not want to see her suffer anymore cos like you said; because of me &emma, your life has been nothing but unhappiness; living under one same roof with us. )':
ILY,dad <3

&fai; let's go (: we'll eat at Ben&Jerry's yea ? it's on you. heh.

2007-03-10T07:45:00.000-08:00

Harloo Harloo,

Sorry for the late posting. I jus had a bad day dat all aniway erin thanks for everything. i really owe u one. hehe. i just got back from esplanade. waH! alot of people seh there. its been a long time since i went there.
well u can say there's alot of mat mat there. hahaha. hmmm... i nvr been to vivo city. don't laugh. i tot i wana go there ah. hey erin wanna go with me there sometime?? then i treat u ice-cream down there. hahaha. hais tmr have to wake up early cos i'm playing soccer so dat i lose weight sikit. hahaha! well people am i fat?? my mum and sister kept disturbing me seh saying dat i'm fat. sedih2. well i wanna go mandi alrdy byebye

mrblueguy.

2007-03-10T07:44:00.000-08:00

2007-03-08T01:55:00.000-08:00

firstly, i would like to make this short &simpe : Welcome to my new Blogger, Mr Fai =D

www.airplanesuicide.blogspot.com Reopens today officially!

cont: another day passed by &im all so cheerful. still am recovering from mental disorder. i know, taww tadd.
been years since i last updated, but who cares. people keep saying that i live in 'hutan'. woah..didnt know TAMPENIS is a hutan. is it? ok no erin. &addition to that is also that the 'hutan' does not have any internet connections. maybe its because of that, uh. you think?
they are just jealous. &i dont know why i said that. ok shut uplaaa ! guess whot : (ok dontlaa) Common test is ending tml. last paper fri : FNN. oh buoy. help ? food and nutrition is like when you mix crab with kicap. its that confounding you see. ok actually no. got my maths paper back. i was really expecting to get a HIGH pass but no a LOW pass ): 25/40. lots &lots of caresless mistakes. a handful of them got like 30+ &me 25 ?! OMG. pathetic so pathetic. not only am i dissapointed in myself. my maths techer 'ah teo' [hehe!] was like 'what happened ah ira, so careless!' i tried to walk away, &he shouted 'IRA!'. retarded or whurttt. =D
ahh dont talk bout common test. 1 word describes it best; dislikable. [hehe!!]
&&then.....i think that;s all i could sum up for today though it happened yearss back ok maybe i was a little bit exaggerating. oh who cares. i dont. do you ? bahh~ oh & we the TRIOS went to MaC to study humans. oh buoy; firhanah bet asnan is a living-life-cartoon-who-escapes-from-disney channel. pity. pfft. ops* yeah we did study okaii. notes notes &more notes. its was really really disturbing when this another trio group walked into MaC &started laughing &idk what was lyra doing but it was sure funny =D we took pics too. booya~
Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

&&i got a crush on my school teacher thingy; Mr Song = <3